do not tell her you love her. Krystal Gonzalez (via memoriesrecollected)
serious question: what if i have sex with someone in order to make that person fall in love with me?
i had a conversation yesterday about how when you self-tag or self-categorize or self-diagnose yourself, you can easily project things and then do things that you wouldn’t otherwise do, but it’s so ironic because this was the first night in maybe years where i felt okay about myself, and it’s all because i self-diagnosed and read some articles and one of them had a very pragmatic approach and when i was about to screw up i read that article again, got reminded that i’m not special, i’m not alone in this, others have gotten better and i just need to keep going. so i did. and i knew people who self-diagnosed to the point where it made life unlivable for them, but the other extreme exists too. and all the stuff in beetween.
so that article was “somebody sitting there all the time telling you [in this case, me] what’s what” and i’m really thankful for that. i feel a bit sad about how it should have been a human being, and on one hand i have faith that one day it will be, but i can contemplate the possibility that it will never be like that. and all the stuff in beetween.
NO “TELEPHONES”. TALK TO EACH OTHER. FACE TO FACE ONLY. WRITE A LETTER. SEND A TELEGRAM TO YOUR MOM. PRETEND IT’S 1860. LIVE.
NO ‘WRITING’… TALK TO EACH OTHER. THROW A ROCK AT YOUR MOM. PRETEND IT’S 10,000 BCE. LIVE.
URGGA. ROU GRAAURH. RUH.
<SMACKS HANDS ON WALL WITH PAINT.>
NO ‘HIGHER BRAIN FUNCTIONS’ …USE YOUR REPTILIAN BRAIN
EAT YOUR MOM’S CORPSE SHE DIED TO PROVIDE YOU WITH SUSTENANCE
PRETEND YOU HAVE JUST AROSE FROM THE SEA
NO “MULTICELLULAR TRAITS”….. USE YOUR SYMBIOTIC MITOCHONDRIA
REPRODUCE ASEXUALLY, YOU’RE YOUR OWN PARENT
PRETEND IT’S 2BYA
NO “LIFE.” USE FUNDAMENTAL PHYSICAL FORCES TO FORM SPHERICAL OBJECTS REVOLVING AROUND ONE ANOTHER IN SPACE.
FUSE HYDROGEN INTO HELIUM USING GRAVITATIONAL PRESSURE TO PRODUCE HEAT AND LIGHT.
PRETEND IT’S 4.5BYA.
STABILIZE INTO EQUILIBRIA
NO “MATTER”. EXIST IN THE VOID WITHOUT PURPOSE OR MEANING.
THERE IS NO “YOU”, ONLY THE VAST CONCEPT OF NOTHING.
TIME DOES NOT EXIST.